- The Deed Book
- My name is Elnora Ruthanne Whitsett, and I’m seventy-two years old.
- I have cleaned houses since I was fourteen. I have scrubbed floors on my knees in Maury County, Tennessee, for fifty-eight years. I have raised a daughter, buried a husband, buried my mama, and buried more friends than I care to count.
- And I have never in my life stood in a courthouse and read my own name in a book that big.
- Rosella turned that book around to face me.
- She put her finger on a line.
- “Read it, honey,” she said. “Read it yourself.”
- I put on my reading glasses. My hands were shaking so bad I nearly dropped them.
- I looked down.
- There it was. In type. In black ink. On thick, cream-colored paper that smelled like old dust and lemon oil.
- My whole name.
- ELNORA RUTHANNE WHITSETT.
- And right under it…
- But I’m getting ahead of myself.
- My mama always said you can’t understand the end of a story if you don’t know where it started. So let me start where it started.
- On a porch.
- I grew up on the Lockridge place.
- It’s out on the Hampshire Pike, eight miles west of Columbia. Three hundred acres of rolling pasture and woods. A big white farmhouse with green shutters and a wraparound porch, sitting up on a little rise so you can see it from the road. Built in 1889.
- And at the end of a gravel lane, down past the barn, past the pond, back where the land dips toward the creek, there’s a little white tenant house.
- Four rooms. A tin roof. A porch with a swing hanging on chains. And behind it, a pecan grove. Forty-one trees. Big ones. Older than anybody living.
- That’s where I learned to walk.
- On that porch. Holding on to the swing chain. My mama said I took my first steps from the swing to the screen door and fell flat on my face and laughed.
- My mama was Odessa Whitsett.
- She cooked and cleaned for the Lockridges from 1946 until 1989. Forty-three years. She started for old Mr. Amos Lockridge, Mrs. Henrietta’s father-in-law, when she was sixteen years old. Then for Mr. Walter Lockridge and Mrs. Henrietta when they married.
- She was paid eleven dollars a week in 1950. And the tenant house to live in. Rent free.
- That was the arrangement.
- That’s what I was told it was, anyway.
- My daddy worked the farm. Plowing. Haying. Cattle. Fixing fence. He died in 1961 when a tractor rolled on him on the north slope. I was eight.
- Mr. Walter paid for the funeral. Mama cried, she was so grateful.
- Mrs. Henrietta brought a ham.
- I left the Lockridge place when I married Clarence Whitsett in 1971. Well, I kept my name. Clarence’s name was Whitsett too. No relation. People thought that was the funniest thing. Two Whitsetts marrying. Mama said it saved on stationery.
- We had a little house in Columbia, on East End Street. Clarence drove a truck for the phosphate plant. I cleaned houses in town. Doctors’ wives. Lawyers’ wives. A dentist who wanted his baseboards done with a toothbrush.
- We had Alfreda in 1974.
- In 1989, Mama got sick. Her heart. She couldn’t work anymore.
- Mrs. Henrietta called me.
- “Elnora,” she said. “Your mama’s been with this family forty-three years. I won’t have her anywhere but that house. I’ll take care of her doctor bills. But I need somebody to help me out here. Will you come?”
- I came.
- Mama died in 1992. In the tenant house. In her own bed. With the window open so she could smell the pecans.
- I kept coming.
- Clarence died in 2004. Lung cancer. Phosphate dust, the doctor said.
- I kept coming.
- Twenty-six years, all told. Since Mama passed.
- Mondays, the kitchen and the bathrooms.
- Thursdays, the floors.
- Fridays…
- Fridays she wouldn’t let me touch a mop until I sat down with her for coffee and a biscuit.
- At the kitchen table. The long oak one. Under the window that looks out on the pasture.
- She’d have the coffee made. Percolator. Maxwell House. She never would get one of those fancy machines. And biscuits from scratch. Every Friday. Even at ninety-three, when her hands were so stiff she had to roll the dough with the heel of her palm.
- “Elnora, the dirt will wait,” she’d say. “I won’t.”
- So I’d sit.
- And we’d talk.
- About everything. The weather. Her boys. My Alfreda. The preacher at First Presbyterian, who she said couldn’t preach his way out of a paper sack. The price of eggs. The president. The Titans.
- For twenty-six years.
- Every Friday.
- She was ninety-four when she passed. Sharp as a tack till the last week. She did the crossword in the Columbia Daily Herald every morning in ink.
- Mrs. Lockridge had three boys.
- Not one of them lived closer than Nashville.
- Carlton was the oldest. Sixty-eight. A retired banker in Brentwood. A quiet man. Gray suit. Gray hair. He called his mama every Sunday afternoon at three o’clock. You could set a clock by it.
- Thurston was the middle one. Sixty-five. A real estate developer. He builds subdivisions. Big ones. The kind with names like The Reserve at Copper Creek. He drove a Range Rover. He wore boots that had never seen a cow pasture.
- Bertram was the youngest. Sixty-one. He’d been a lot of things. A car dealer. A restaurant owner. A man who sold something on the internet. He’d been married three times. He came around when he needed money.
- Thurston and Bertram only came when they wanted something.
- Christmas. Easter, sometimes. Her birthday, if they remembered.
- They’d sit in her front parlor for an hour. Drinking her coffee. Talking about property values. Looking out the window at the pasture like they were measuring it.
- Last Christmas, Thurston came through the kitchen while I was washing the turkey platter.
- He leaned on the counter.
- “Elnora,” he said. “You know my house in town? On West Seventh?”
- “Yes, sir.”
- “My cleaning lady quit,” he said. “I need somebody Tuesdays and Saturdays. Mother pays you anyway. What’s the difference?”
- I didn’t know what to say.
- I was standing there with my hands in the dishwater.
- Mother pays you anyway. What’s the difference.
- Like I was a lawnmower she was letting him borrow.
- Mrs. Lockridge heard him.
- She was in the next room. The sitting room. In her chair by the fire. With her afghan over her knees.
- She didn’t say a word to him.
- But I saw her face through the doorway.
- I’d known that face for sixty-some years. Since I was a baby on that porch.
- It went very still.
- That Friday, over coffee, she asked me a strange question.
PART 2